Coming to terms with truth can be very difficult…be it health, relationships or anything else out of our control requires a level of courage. You could live your entire life accepting outcomes that you really don’t like, feel are right or simply have lowered your standard because it’s easier. It’s just easier.
My thoughts stay on this mindset of “it’s easier.” Easier to look the other way, to accept what is wrong, to walk away rather than stay, to stay rather than walk away. Could it be “the easier” is a coping mechanism developed to protect ones heart? Or avoidance of dealing with some underlying influence undiscovered?
This thought has stirred my spirit because it has been easier for me to accept what I typically wouldn’t because keeping peace has become more important. When in fact, the way I am wired is the way I’ve been created. While God is molding me, he still has given me this bold personality and brave spirit to effect and overcome life’s storms. So when? I can have peace walking in the way I’m intended. This is the question that has resurfaced within me time again.
So here I sit this one thing that needs to change in my life but I haven’t done anything to make the change happen. Knowing 10 years ago that I should have spoke up.. it’s nothing new. It’s old quite frankly which entertains other thoughts that are not good for me but can subliminally effect how I deal with matters, my thought process toward decision making and ultimately the way I live my life. I am tired of this thinking. For me it is not easier… it’s procrastination.
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