It’s been awhile since I’ve written and so much is happening. Life has been like a whirlwind of one thing after another and I am hanging on. It’s intoxicating for me as I see so many moving parts, I am overwhelmed by God.
He is all over my life, plans and actions right now. I feel like he is testing me and as long as I keep passing, he continues to use me. I cannot speculate why. All I can say is I am humbled. “For I know the plans I have for you,” this what He told me. All I can do is what I know, what he has taught me. Pray!
Praying, reading His truth, fasting and obedience. When in doubt I pray, when I fear I pray, when I suffer I pray! I am praying for myself, my family, my job, my church and my life. He keeps reminding me to hang on, don’t give up! Let us not become weary in doing good He tells me… so I don’t and I smile often. As I see my old self leaving each time I realize a change in me, I smile. Despite how I may feel, I am determined to move in His way.
Growing in my trust of Him, through this process, I am listening more, I am receiving more from Him and I am understanding what is undeniably unacceptable to Him. Learning how to wait, how to take my position knowing all that He has blessed me with is all that I need right now.
Oh Lord!!! I thank you. I believe in your power and might.
I believe in your love, faithfulness and hope!
I believe that you cannot be mocked and so I will not be deceived.
Your goodness endures forever!
I have been walking and walking sometimes going away from the very thing I need to draw near to- the hard way, the unpaved way, the dark places where I have to face the dark things that keep me bound, paralyzed and moving opposite of God.
I am getting ready for something so big that it is going to blow my mind!
His vibrancy moves me and today I am grateful for the storms, the cracks, the hills that I must climb. My spirit is red as I appear blue! I feel passion, for a fire burns in me, while I appear tranquil until I can come out when He says I’m ready.
I wait…
Immeasurably More 