Sometimes our hearts deceive us…
I want to believe I am walking in the way that honors my Father. There are times when I see for a time changes that are not good and I come to a place of intolerance. The heaviness begins to burden my heart because I haven’t given it to the only one who helps. And in these times, there is disruption and my words may not be so kind. I am careful to choose my words but heart rules and I fall short. This ultimately creates separation and a rift in my world has occurred. I usually do everything in my power to avoid it, but I’m not sure I am supposed to. Today I give my heart to you Lord. I am not sorry for telling what I see, baring my heart, and sharing my concerns of the patterns that which have taken generations past. Because I do not explain or say exactly what he needs to hear, I am speaking in circles. Say what you mean he tells me…yet I am saying the things that provoke the spirit. I pray his spirit can hear me one day. I will not give up. I am in this for better or worse, for richer or poorer, through sickness and in health, to love and to cherish until death do us part.
I am walking with the Lord. I may stumble and fall but He lifts me up, brushes me off and guides my footsteps 👣 I fall short everyday but He forgives me, reminds me of my purpose and gives me peace that surpasses understanding. 😇 I know I am wonderfully and fearfully made. Noone can take that truth from me. No words can reach the depth of me anymore. Too many years feeling sorry for myself, wounded, hurting for the lies that I once believed. I am new in Christ who paid the price for me and cleansed me from sin. Today I lift up my husband to you Lord. Show me what I need to see and guide me. Help him come to you with an open heart. In Jesus glorious name. Amen
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