There are no words to describe the pain of betrayal. I have given time, prayer, love, friendship, knowledge and wisdom to you. Trusting you were learning and growing. That is what I saw…and then I started to see your arrogance and haughty ways show itself. I witnessed your frustration come forth easily. Your impatience with the length of time for change. There is a direct correlation between the spiritual and physical realm. You are experiencing your ailment because of your heart. It’s time to reflect on your thoughts. You are focused on your pain more so than the one who heals. You are listening to the voice feeding you lies instead of going to the one who directs your path. I know you are praying and worshipping and feeling like you are doing all the right things. What is your hearts position? You can do all the right things, say the right words but if you have not love it means nothing. Teaching in love, sharing in love, living in love.
Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. You are learning and while I feel betrayed, it will not stop my love for you. God is unshakeable and He lives in me. Today I choose love. Today I lift you up in love to our Father who predestined us for His glory through Jesus. God bless you my sister. May He keep and heal you.
Heavenly Father,
Let me be self aware of the influence you have given me. I want to be responsible with this gift Lord. Continue to show me when to speak and when to be silent. I thank you for answered prayers in Jesus glorious name. Amen
I am learning in love that forgiveness is important to seeing something greater come to pass. I have been hurt, but I’ll survive. The bigger question to me is what could I have done differently. While I could blame others for their actions and mistakes, I am too learning that many people think inwardly with feeling and emotion which drives them to a reaction. This is true with me, however, I am being taught to be quick to listen, slow to respond and slow to anger. In this change and awareness that I have been making a point to remember, I have become more forgiving. I thank God for that. Growing and getting better one moment at a time.
Immeasurably More 