Submit

I oftentimes find myself in opposition to a rule and I should not take this position. God keeps talking to me about submission. As I read the statutes, laws and rules God has given from Old Testament, I am convicted.

I have been allowing myself to be manipulated in my mind by the evil one. Months have passed since I wrote on how I oppose when in fact God is spiritually stretching me. I have become quick to listen and slow to respond. I am thinking of my motives. Do I pray with good motive? I have to admit that I may not have been…search my heart Lord. Reveal what is in me that is not in alignment with your will. Forgive me for being selfish, ignorant, and fearful. More of you Lord, this is my prayer. Make me new Lord, in you. I don’t want to make the same mistakes over and over again. Lead me Lord. I want to know you Father. I want to hear you and believe in all your promises without fail. I give you my heart and soul Lord, have your way. You told me that I am more than a conqueror in you. You promised me your peace. You gave me the Holy Spirit who lives in me. I want to better for you. So take me as I am today and have your way. I submit to you Lord. Remove that which is not of you and heal my broken heart. More of you Lord.

There is a washing of my soul happening each time we meet. Creating a wonder in me that has become bittersweet. Realizing the things I thought were true, end in a spiritual awareness that make me blue. The sorrow may come in the night but joy comes in the morning. I submit to you.

There is an awakening that happens when I talk to you. You are showing me people, in their flaws, trials and tribulation also comes a revelation. Is this good or is this bad for me. And while at first it was easy to detect, the more I’m surrounded by other believers, the more cloudy it gets. Teach me Lord as your pupil, child and follower, the ways of the brethren that do not mean what they say.

I submit Lord. Have your way❤